Why is it always the same? Why do I feel like I have to go against the grain? When everyone is worshiping, I just stand and think. I don’t open my mouth to sing or engage. It’s not the music or the environment. I love worship. But, what I don’t like is a fake automatic response. I feel that if I raised my hands and screamed the lyrics from my lungs it wouldn’t be my true form. I feel that in the quietness of my mind I’m worshiping God for who He is. If it wrong for me not give in to the emotional response to worship…do I need therapy? Anyone have Dr. Dobson’s number?